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You’re still here,
stagnant
in my slow beating heart.
run away
get out
you belong here no more
I cannot bear another moment
you’re beautiful,
and I hate you
but just let me be.

It wasn’t until now that I realized why it’s so hard to tell you I love you. Because you’ve never said it to me and meant it. I think there have been three times in the four years I’ve known you that you have told me you loved me too. So I’m scared of rejection.

When I tell you I love you, it’s gotta be in the right moment. Despite whether you love me back, you’ve got to accept my love. I told you I loved you tonight for the first time in a while. And I meant it. I love you. To the moon and back.
Sleep well.

i am once again finding that Facebook is so unhealthy for me.

I think I need to stay away for a while again. It’s just consuming my brain and I’m letting it control my emotions.

yah, i’m crazy.

Tumblr on my iPhone is the greatest thing ever. That’s all.

something about the pain makes me want more

now she wake up
cryin’ while she puttin’ on her makeup
trapped inside her love for me
and no escape for her
you wanna leave say the word
but she can’t
lookin’ in my eyes
“Is everything okay”,

she lies
put on her disguise, play it safe
‘cause we’ve been fightin’ for the past three weeks
she keep this one inside, she don’t wanna seem weak

I miss you so much that I can’t even talk to you.